I’d like to think that Right now I’m…

I’d like to think that:

Right now, I’m not interested AT ALL in pursuing a relationship. Or to be blunt, I’m not interested in having a girlfriend.

I couldn’t give a fuck about what you think of the above statement. It’s my life and neither anyone nor I am bound to follow the ‘expected’ path or be a stereotype.

I’m still a guy. And as a guy having those thoughts and dreams about the opposite sex is perfectly normal. Although if anyone knew the real truth about what I think about…

Probably the saddest thing is that a large number of friends and people I know are in relationships. And I have the tendency to try and get close to them for two reasons: one, because they are good people, and two, because I am a deranged guy who wants to feel like he’s loved, and not just a support structure.

More to come…