{"id":182,"date":"2013-07-09T15:31:21","date_gmt":"2013-07-09T05:31:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/set3.bh0.co\/?p=182"},"modified":"2013-07-09T15:31:21","modified_gmt":"2013-07-09T05:31:21","slug":"im-scared","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/set3.bh0.co\/?p=182","title":{"rendered":"I’m scared"},"content":{"rendered":"

Waiting for Uni results every half year is always fraught with anticipation and anxiety. I’ve been fortunate to have reasonable results for the last three years. Some haven’t been as good, but I’ve been able to get by.<\/p>\n

But this semester is different. I’ve never been more scared in my entire life. I’m scared that I will fail a unit.<\/p>\n

It’s easy to say afterwards, “This will be the last fail I get!”. But as you all know, words are cheap. It’s putting the plan into action that is harder.<\/p>\n

I’ve failed exams before, and each time, I have been able to pick myself back up and do better next time. But this time I’m not so sure. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to forgive myself if I fail.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Waiting for Uni results every half year is always fraught with anticipation and anxiety. I’ve been fortunate to have reasonable results for the last three years. Some haven’t been as good, but I’ve been able to get by. But this semester is different. I’ve never been more scared in my entire life. I’m scared that […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-182","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/set3.bh0.co\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/182","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/set3.bh0.co\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/set3.bh0.co\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/set3.bh0.co\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/set3.bh0.co\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=182"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/set3.bh0.co\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/182\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/set3.bh0.co\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=182"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/set3.bh0.co\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=182"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/set3.bh0.co\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=182"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}